i love it (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} nothing_kills) wrote,@ 2005-05-03 19:07:00 |
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I haven't written in here in forever.
Shits not going well. I'm not doing good. I'm seeing a therapist soon. I'm taking all sorts of pills. Not prescribed to me of course. but whats worse, pill popping or drinking? I've stopped the drinking. I think. Maybe I just haven't had it at my disposal in so long. This is retarded. I'm losing my mind.
Peter, I never talked shit about you to your sister. I did the exact opposite..I pretty much praised you the whole time..I told her what an impact you had on my life, and how close we used to be, and how I don't know what I did to screw it up and how I want it to be fixed again. I wish you would just freakin talk to me.
13 days left of school, then exams. then summer. then what?
Shits not going well. I'm not doing good. I'm seeing a therapist soon. I'm taking all sorts of pills. Not prescribed to me of course. but whats worse, pill popping or drinking? I've stopped the drinking. I think. Maybe I just haven't had it at my disposal in so long. This is retarded. I'm losing my mind.
Peter, I never talked shit about you to your sister. I did the exact opposite..I pretty much praised you the whole time..I told her what an impact you had on my life, and how close we used to be, and how I don't know what I did to screw it up and how I want it to be fixed again. I wish you would just freakin talk to me.
13 days left of school, then exams. then summer. then what?
