i love it

nothing_kills @ 2005-05-09T22:59:00

2005-05-10T04:00:04Z

Now the drugs don't work
They just make me worse
And I know I won't see your face again.

nothing_kills @ 2005-05-05T04:16:00

2005-05-04T21:16:47Z

new number- 504.261.4394

nothing_kills @ 2005-05-04T01:04:00

2005-05-04T02:04:28Z

"you realize that people take drugs because it's the only real personal adventure left to them in their time-constrained, law-and order property-lined world. It's only in drugs or death we'll see anything new, and death is just too controlling."

nothing_kills @ 2005-05-03T19:07:00

2005-05-03T20:11:18Z

I haven't written in here in forever.

Shits not going well. I'm not doing good. I'm seeing a therapist soon. I'm taking all sorts of pills. Not prescribed to me of course. but whats worse, pill popping or drinking? I've stopped the drinking. I think. Maybe I just haven't had it at my disposal in so long. This is retarded. I'm losing my mind.

Peter, I never talked shit about you to your sister. I did the exact opposite..I pretty much praised you the whole time..I told her what an impact you had on my life, and how close we used to be, and how I don't know what I did to screw it up and how I want it to be fixed again. I wish you would just freakin talk to me.

13 days left of school, then exams. then summer. then what?

nothing_kills @ 2005-02-24T02:05:00

2005-02-24T05:05:44Z

new lj:

rock_that_ice.

add it.

nothing_kills @ 2005-02-22T23:13:00

2005-02-23T05:13:30Z

I wish I knew what was going on.

nothing_kills @ 2005-02-20T22:22:00

2005-02-21T04:24:21Z

eric...:)

MAE IS FOR LOVERS..AND ME.

2005-02-15T06:54:44Z

If she could just get the word out
God knows she's trying
They're watching her with eyes closed
She's always stuck with the old route
Does anyone knock when they barge in to beat her down?

Will you come back?
It's all she wants to know
She knows she's part of the problem too
Could she let it go?
It'd take a miracle
So that's what I'm praying for

No one can know just how she feels
She won't use the phone, she's too tired to pick it up
She's going back to the old way
She sits in the classroom to learn with the others

Please don't give up when it's easy
Don't you know that me and Jesus will cheer you on?
He's the only one that will be constantly everything you need

Will you come back?
It's all she wants to know
She knows she's part of the problem too
Could she let it go?
It'd take a miracle
So that's what I'm praying for..

holy crap this song is about me.

nothing_kills @ 2005-02-13T22:36:00

2005-02-14T04:39:06Z

"It was patience and logic that killed true love,
Make it easy, stop believing that you can trust someone."

He's coming home tomorrow. And I don't care about anything else than seeing that guy asap.

nothing_kills @ 2005-02-12T00:25:00

2005-02-12T06:25:46Z

YES.

FUCK, I LOVE TEXAS.

nothing_kills @ 2005-02-11T12:26:00

2005-02-11T18:27:33Z

KRISTAAA WHITE-----

CAN I BORROW YOUR PIERCING KIT???? I HAVE RINGS ALREADY. THNXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. i'll give you like 3 bucks.

nothing_kills @ 2005-02-10T19:55:00

2005-02-11T01:56:02Z

Anyone want to hang out tomorrow? Anyone? Renee? Someone? AHH.

nothing_kills @ 2005-02-10T11:57:00

2005-02-10T17:58:39Z

Whoever is going around saying shit about me fucking Eric needs to shut the fuck up because you FUCKING KNOW NOTHING HAPPENED. I'm fucking pissed off like never before. FUCK YOU.

nothing_kills @ 2005-02-09T21:06:00

2005-02-10T03:07:36Z

Oh. and I LOVE/ADORE Alix Hainkel. a lot.

nothing_kills @ 2005-02-09T20:28:00

2005-02-10T02:31:37Z

He came back. Finally.

God I'm stupid. I'm sorry. I didn't want to hurt you.

nothing_kills @ 2005-02-06T15:19:00

2005-02-06T21:20:02Z

Sat. May 21st

Reggie & The Full Effect
Eisley

N.O. House of Blues

5:00pm $16.50 ALL AGES

!!!! O-M-G.

YES.

pay attention.

2005-02-04T08:45:56Z

Passed out on the overpass
Sunday best and broken glass
Broken down from the bikes and bars
Suspended like spirits over speeding cars
You and me were kings over the parkway tonight
And tonight will go on forever while we
walk around this town like we own the streets
and stay awake through summer like we own the heat
Singin' "everybody wake up (wake up) it's time to get down"
(everybody, everybody wake up it's time to get down)
And when I pass the bottle back to Pete
on the overpass tonight, I bet we laugh

I'm gunna stay eighteen forever (cut me open)
So we can stay like this forever (sun poisoned)
And we'll never miss a party (this offer stands forever)
cause we keep them going constantly
And we'll never have to listen (new haircut)
to anyone about anything (new bracelet)
cause it's all been done and it's all been said (eyeliner)
We're the coolest kids and we take what we can get (wait forever)

The hell out of this town
Find some conversation
The low fuel lights been on for days
It doesn't mean anything
I've got another 500 'nother 500 miles
before we shut this engine down,
we shut it down

I'm gunna stay eighteen forever (cut me open)
So we can stay like this forever (sun poisoned)
And we'll never miss a party (this offer stands forever)
cause we keep them going constantly
And we'll never have to listen (new haircut)
to anyone about anything (new bracelet)
cause it's all been done and it's all been said (eyeliner)
We're the coolest kids and we take what we can get (wait forever)

(you're just jealous cause I'm young and in love)
Eighteen forever
(your stomachs filled up but you're starved for conversation)
So we can stay like this forever
(you're spending all your nights growing old in your bed)
And we'll never miss a party
(and your tearin' up your photos 'cause you just wanna forget... it's over)
cause we keep them going constantly
(you're just jealous cause I'm young and in love)
And we'll never have to listen
(your stomachs filled up but you're starved for conversation)
to anyone about anything cause it's all been done
(you're spending all your nights growing old in your bed)
and it's all been said
(and your tearin' up your photos cause you wanna forget... it's over)
We're the coolest kids and we take what we can get

You're just jealous 'cause we're young and in love
You're just jealous 'cause we're young and in love
You're just jealous 'cause we already loved
You're just jealous 'cause we're young and in love
You're just jealous 'cause we already loved
You're just jealous...

immature humor RULES!

2005-02-04T04:01:11Z

Lil B 088: i couldnt live without meat
crank heart 123: YEAH PENIS MEAT
Lil B 088: hells yea
crank heart 123: hahahahahaahahaha
crank heart 123: GAY!!

crank heart 123: food is a state of mind
CrisiStHebeStesT: uh huh
crank heart 123: MY MOM JUST SAID THAT
crank heart 123: SHE WALKED IN AND SAID THAT!

CrisiStHebeStesT: Im listenin to Ghetto Boys

nothing_kills @ 2005-02-03T18:33:00

2005-02-04T00:34:16Z

I hate this. Everything is nothing. Nothing matters.

nothing_kills @ 2005-02-02T23:39:00

2005-02-03T05:39:29Z

those will be mine.

nothing_kills @ 2005-02-02T20:31:00

2005-02-03T02:32:39Z

Oh the world is so goddamn amazing. OH BLISS! BLISS! I CAN FEEL IT ALL! EVERYTHING IS PULSING THROUGH MY BODY, A MILLION CATERPILLERS COURSING THROUGH MY VEINS AND IT IS HEAVEN AND IT IS WONDERFUL AND EVERYTHING IS RIGHT. EVERYTHING IS PERFECTION. EVERYTHING IS BEAUTIFUL AND LOVELY. AND I LOVE IT, I'M IN LOVE WITH IT ALL. I SEE EVERYTHING AND EVERYTHING IS SEEING ME ALL AT ONE TIME AND IT'S UNCONTROLABLE AND I'M VULNERABLE AND AVAILABLE AND I'M INGESTING IT ALL, THE ENTIRE WORLD, GOD IS RUNNING THROUGH ME, AND LOVE IS THE MOST AMAZING WORD I HAVE EVER SEEN. AND I KNOW EVERYTHING, I KNOW WHAT I WANT NOW, THIS IS THE MEANING OF LIFE, THIS IS WHY WE'RE BORN, TO FEEL THIS, TO KNOW THIS, AND DOES ANYONE EVER? I AM I AM AND I AM INTRIGUED AND IT'S FANTASTIC AND I'M ECSTATIC AND PLEASE PLEASE DON'T LET THIS EVER ESCAPE MY BEING LET IT LINGER FOR EVER AND EVER. I AM BEAUTIFUL, JUST BREATHTAKING AND EVERYTHING IS, EVERYTHING IS ALIVE AND BEATING AND BLOODY AND BLISS BLISS BLISS.

nothing_kills @ 2005-01-31T23:22:00

2005-02-01T05:28:35Z

I'd like one of those.

and this

oh and this

nothing_kills @ 2005-01-30T23:03:00

2005-01-31T05:03:47Z

The nights are getting colder.
The red light's on, it's over.
To give up now doesn't make much sense.
So this is my goodbye.
Surprised, because I thought I could walk you home tonight,
but you're leaving me here on the defense.

Goodbye, I'm not going to waste this time,
this light that burns will keep on fading.
Goodnight, I'm not getting up off of this ride,
I'm holding tight until I can feel alive.

I've written you this letter,
got it back return to sender.
But I just can't remember you being quite like that.
Misunderstand, we're holding hands,
we're at the beach, we're throwing sand.
As the lights just go up all around us,
I can't believe it's over.

I'm sitting under falling stars.
Do you miss me where you are?
I'm making plans to be with you.
But have they come unglued?
What am I do to without you?

The nights are getting warm again.
They've let you go, I let you in.
Everything you're saying sounds right tonight.
The waves are crashing on and on.
We're running even if we're wrong.
This force is driving me to test the speed of light.

nothing_kills @ 2005-01-28T23:49:00

2005-01-29T05:50:35Z

I put myself through these periods of self doubt and I subject him to my mood swings and paranoia, just to realize what I've known all along.

I love him. I really fucking love him.

nothing_kills @ 2005-01-26T21:49:00

2005-01-27T03:56:22Z

I can drive. Finally.